so much has happend. fucking rolercoaster man ( Read more... )

stumbled uppon alex's band on myspace ( Read more... )

today was spectactular ( Read more... )

This is so fucked up. my sister can love me for who i am but i cant. i dreamed of happiness last night. living on a house boat. in a semi top model thing. not knowing whats coming next eating salads. a perfectguy. but it all got ruined durring the fashioon show. nothing fit me right. everything looked bad on me. then the fbi took away the perfect ( Read more... )

today was my third band practice for this year. at first i wanted to quit. i practally forgot everything. but its all coming back to me. im working really hard and things are getting a little big easier. well not in all senses of the word but yea. leigh anns not there so im less tense. but its a whole new groupe to learn practacly. its me, jared, ( Read more... )

ok to start. me and stepha went to adams and it was fun. second thing. right now me and stepha have none of the same friends anymore. and that was the only friends we had. second. me and stpeha asked if we can go to block buster at like 230. but didnt get a chance to go untill 6. then we go and get friend ice cream at las palmas on highland. but as ( Read more... )

i o.d.'ed on surgar at stephas now i feel like shit. him is coming to voodoo fest.

yea... ever since stepha came home we havent been seperated for more than 36 hours..... hahah amber slept at stephas 2 nights it was interesting. its wierd when ambers around we dont talk but when its just me and stepha.... we talk more. im stressing myself out... im not use to a normal sleep schedule... and not worrking out l ike i do. and its a ( Read more... )

ahh!! my mood as improved soo much. but yea had a lovely day. had a good day yesterday but i let my thoughts get in the way. so back to wed. morning. ok so were in church and ms laura is talking to me. and she wants me to play claranet! then shes like anything! you pick! as long as its not flute or saxafone. heh tis fine wiht me thats my least fav ( Read more... )