today i didnt make the team and got cut and guess wut it sucked and i came close to crying but i held it in and went up to the coach...heh he looked scared as shit, it went like this.

i helped with the net with dani
walked to the list
saw my name wasn't there
dani and beasly were upset that i didnt make it
dani hugged me
i almost started crying
walked ( Read more... )

so i kicked ass in practice today and i dont know how exactly i did it. the coach for jv never showed up to make the cuts though so tomorrow we have another practice. so 90% of the serves i made went over, in other words like 1 out of 10 didnt go over it was awesome. dani and beasely said how well i played and dani doesnt think i will be cut. i ( Read more... )

gosh im nervous as a bride before her wedding day...weird analogy sorry

anyways volleyball has been a pain cuz i couldnt get a physical till monday and then i got it monday morning but didnt have the physical forms so had the doc sign and fill out this other paper and i brought it to practice in the afternoon but she said it wasnt acceptable and so ( Read more... )

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Ian I'm sorry for upseting you and hurting you.
 I don't understand to the full extent why you are mad at me.
I fixed things with Chris and he wasn't mad at you hunny.
 gosh i wish i could make u accept my apology but obviously there is more to it than just Chris misudersanding wut i meant and getting mad.
please at least just tell me wut i fucked up ( Read more... )

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He walks into his lonely room and looks at his caller ID no one has called but that's no surprise. Says to himself, he figures not a soul would call, why they would care. He knows he is not alright. He lays in his bed and then gets up to grab a Corona from the fridge. Then lies down again and takes a sip. He thinks to himself while he is all alone ( Read more... )

hey guys i know i havent updated in a while but i've been super lazy and shit like that, you know how it goes.

lately i've been going to sleep around 5:30 in the morning just because i like sleeping in the day time not the night, just becuz it's better. at night it's quiet and in the day when i sleep i'm alone and it's quiet then also. so i'm at my ( Read more... )

 the record keeper doesnt know wut love is and he is looking for a great record so he doesnt lose his job and then he got a letter about a man eating a 747 and without telling his boss he leaves for the town and he didnt tell his boss because the book of records isnt aloud to do self inflicted eating or something but since the eating of the plane ( Read more... )