america, shes cool!
i was wondering, what exactly does it mean to exist? do i exist and how do i exactly know? am i scientifically proven? well....i donno!

moodswings....not coming back till christmass though...!
sorry all

i will be starting an essay about things on this journal soon
so chipper up

yes, you were righ, happyness does end as soon as the sheer overwhelming joy of adventure goes away ( Read more... )

hey everyone, i got a job!!!! i work for the houston chronical selling door to door, the guy that trained me is seventeen is making 720 weekly, working 14 hours! and ive worked three days and have already made 70 dollars, the only bad thing is that i cant have a life with this job ( Read more... )

texas is nice, the lonelyness isnt, but that is easily overcome....well, ive been in a great mood lately its truly spectacular how just leaving a certain area can change your mood completely, i hope everyone else is well! comment!!!!!

mmmm im leaving, yes i am going, funny isnt it? i never thought i was going to get out, maybe the demented tedium that i am subject to will parish on the plane ride down there, maybe just maybe something new and unexpected will happen, maybe we will get shot at by terrorists and i will land in some strangers back yard, or maybe we will get ( Read more... )

to further this array of honesty, i would also like to shed light apon the fact that i am completely and utterly useless, i know this, and strangly...ive accepted this, ive accepted this but have not yet come to terms with it....people make decsions with me and decide twould be horribly nice to cancel them without any thought or concern to my ( Read more... )

since its come to my unavoidable attention that noone reads this anymore, i am going to post exactly how i feel and exactly how i think.

i think that in a world of busy politics whether it be personal to governmental i am lost in the self tormoil of unthinking machines....completely alone......though im sure all of you sympathetic people will beg ( Read more... )

*Basics ( Read more... )

My mouth was a crib and it was growing lies ( Read more... )