I love you.

I feel sick every time I read anything I've ever written in this stupid thing. I need to erase it all but I'm sure some part of me will regret it once it's done.

I came up with this one about a week and a half ago. I really don't know where to go with it from here since I can't even decide if it would make a better verse or a chorus, but it's always getiing stuck in my head. It was inspired by this little cowgirl I know and I can't help but smile a little when I hum it ( Read more... )

I came up with a chorus for that last song the other day, which is great news for me, since choruses have always been my weak point. It doesn't differ too much from the verses other than the way it'll be sung, but I think it totally works. Like ta hear it? Here it go ( Read more... )

and i'm stuck here all alone. Not because I got left behind, but because I'm just feeling too lazy to drag myself out of the house tonight. So I've just been sitting around chain smoking my clove cigarettes (because I guess I'm a closet goth), drinking every stray beer I can find in the fridge, and writing songs. I've taken a break from the music ( Read more... )

Just thought I'd let everyone know that the new Banderas website is up. www.thebanderaslounge.com
Feel free to stop in and have a look. And for anyone interested who doesn't know, check out Banderas on myspace.

See, purgatory came to Death Valley that summer, the very summer that Samhain an' the Devil had their outs in the sky and soured the land too bad for life to grow; but never enough for lies to grow. Tall as them northern redwoods, the invisible forest of deceitful refuse towered over all who walked and burned into the hearts that ever were of any ( Read more... )

Funny how even a pixellated spark can still burn

In case anyone's been foolishly wondering, I've pretty much given up livejournal in favor of myspace. If anyone is interested, look me up there as Jesse James. I'll still check on here from time to time, but don't expect too many posts.

The computer works again. yay. i still cant believe Dime's gone. half the inspiration i ever had to pick up a guitar came from him and his tecnique was a major part of what has shaped mine. (and wardrobe too for that matter -camo shorts = metal!) maybe i look up to my idols a little more than most do but i feel like i've lost an uncle or something ( Read more... )