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My life is ruined..
And I've ruined it for you two ( Read more... ) -
Naive.
You're not the boy behind those words anymore ( Read more... ) -
Seriously Gabrielle?
I'm much too forgiving. Charles wanted me to abort our children. This is a fact I will never forget; but not one I dwell on with thoughts of hatred. I'm not mad at him for it..I never will be..but I feel like I'm stepping on the memories of them to think of the future, and it hurts me. I've thought of such terrible things I wished would happen to ( Read more... ) -
I wish I could abort myself.
So I could say it was for the self empowerment of women ( Read more... ) -
Numb now...
I only revently realized not only have I been depressed the past 2 weeks, but totally and completely numb ( Read more... ) -
Please?
I'm so tired of living ( Read more... ) -
Children.
I want children so badly. Today has reminded me of that. However, I'm blessed to have my daughter to hold. I am reminded of my blessings. I held a baby, and my heart broke; but no amount of pining-- no other child; will replace them I've lost.
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Single.
Well! I'm single now. Justin left me about an hour ago. I don't care. It wasn't meant to be, it wasn't meant to be. I wasn't happy. I was constantly worried over wether or not he'd be here, and now he's not. Big whoop. I'll get over it.
Yea, I'll miss him, but it's not worth dwelling over.
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A long time now.
So, this is my life. It's been a while since I've written. I think I've grown since 2006, but I'm not sure, it's almost been 2 years to the day since I've been on here. I'm still depressed, not a big shock there, but I got married, and I have a baby girl ( Read more... ) -
bored
im so bored..im tired of lakeland...i want to move to tampa..or orlando..or anywhere...i dont care...i just want to move from here..from my family..i want to leave the country..spain, france, england..just to escape..i want to start a new life..fake my death...fake my identity...and never ever return...but alas...such a time will never bestow ( Read more... )