the screen looks so three-d, i'd like to crawl in and find a modernist world. full of whites, and blacks, and grays, and stainless steel lines accenting all of it. it is always night outside, and the sky is full of stars. the air is crisp, but never cold. and the artificial light is all clean whites, no cheap yellow lights. hand rails are accented ( Read more... )

it's about fifteen till two in the morning and i just ate half a bag of shrooms.

don't ask if i have more, either, because they're all mine.
sucks to be you.

so, i found out my fat lip from thursday night wasn't from the kitchen counter, or at least not entirely. i thought the teeth marks looked a little off from my own, and i was right. she bit my lip. hard. yeah... it's another sixteen year old girl, but everyone's telling me to give this one a chance and try her out. whatever ( Read more... )

yesterday morning i woke up with soaking wet pants and thought i pissed myself, but then i remembered i'm too cool for that. i asked around and found out i had a fat lip from falling into the kitchen counter, and the lump in my head was from running into the bathroom door; no one was quite sure whether i ran into the door on purpose or not. my ( Read more... )

lastnight went something like ( Read more... )

for some reason i hadn't thought about it until she asked, "shouldn't you be happy about that?"

yeah, i should be, but i'm not.
actually, i feel a little depressed about it all.
other than that i've been good.

so, i drank half a bottle of schmirnoff, chewed up three i don't knows, i chewed up half another somethings, then snorted the other half and i don't know. i can't read. i'm a gunnea pig for drugs. i'm fucked and i'm going to sleep.

if you can find me some real shit give me a call tomorrow.

toodles.

call me.

uh huh.

lastnight was jager and cheese nips ( Read more... )

i'm not going to lie, if there weren't so many people saying how proud of me they are for quitting dope and all this other bullshit i'd be doing it right now. my friends are my support and maintenance. i'd be dead if it weren't for all of you... you especially. i'd still like to kill him and steal you just for me; not like i'd actually do it, ( Read more... )

it's a good thing i ate just one hit of acid lastnight or else i wouldn't have been able to regulate the drunk kids. it was a good trip, crazy party ( Read more... )