I miss him more right now, feeling kinda stuck these days ( Read more... )

I use to count the second of each month with a happy face to express how much happier i was...now i look at the months passing as time to getting better....this blows...

so yet again at the risk of bearing my soul...to the world.. i think this is necessary...healthy...so i found out my ex is already caught up with another guy, one that fuks with my insecurities, even though i know im better looking then he is...im hurt...my pain has only been intensified...hes caught up in a new romance that has him blinded to see ( Read more... )

anyhow last night was amazing at prive complete mess. they were alot of memorable moments last night but by far this part was too hott...soo im dancing my lil white pointy shoes self out...and david guettas song "the love is gone" starts playing and im like wooo and im just there and you here in the background...What are we supposed to do ( Read more... )

i never write here becuz i feel its like opening my everything to everyone..dont like that feeling....im so..yea five years ago...crying over some guy...feeling depressed..hating life...whats up with that...i thought i found love...and i lost it...im in the point were im honestly trying to get better to let go of something i never wanted to let go ( Read more... )

so0o ultra was a mess...and im nauseous and like im a complete and utter mess...not in school and a major debt...great isn't it...on a lite note i have a loving BF and I have a 2007 Mini hehe

anyhow im here at FIu its been more then a year since i actually use one of these things i guess the new trendier myspace won this out...not to mention only like two people actually read half the bullshit i had to say, but i belive most of all this shit is better for me...keeping track of all my aimless pleasures and its great to see how much i ( Read more... )

so0o im doing summer B at FIU woo go me ive been so0o tired all ive been doing is school from 10.30-3.15 and then working wow i feel like an adult yay, but none the less im very tired i start cheer in august other then that im ok happy lil tired but ok just need to have a wild weekend the weekend muah love you all K.I.T if your going to FIU please ( Read more... )

wow last night was of the hook!!! anyhow sorry i have not talked to you guys but wow, ive been so0o busy and staying away from the computer FIU has kept me very busy and im not even taking classes yet but yea ive been a busy boi with FIU shit and work, even thou lately they have been chopping my hours disgstingly!!! very upset about that anyhow wow ( Read more... )

so0o anyhow my day started off kinda ruff woke up about 7 in the morning i had to go to the doctor to get my physical and some documents...to make a long story short my new doctor sucks!! she did not know nothing confusing all my medical records bitch wanted to give me shots i have had already! i told her a one two and straigthen that out anyhow ( Read more... )