So I knew that I would see some one I knew on the dating site eventually but this seems more like something cosmic is seriously fucking with me. Of all the people in San Antonio that could be in need of such a web site and it's my crush from 8th grade. I think I saw her working at Borders a few weeks back. Last time I saw her before that was at ( Read more... )

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New Years sucked. Everyone blew me off. I'm not going to take it personally. I need to make better friends ( Read more... )

I got a PS3 for christmas. Also games, another controller, this cool charger for the controllers, bass strings, and some headphones for a non-existent mp3 player. I wanted an iPhone but I have to wait till our contract is up because my mother didn't see anything wrong with a contract that you can't buy out of. I mean I think your locked into the ( Read more... )

Misfits tonight. It's been a while since I went to a show. I don't want to go alone. I don't really have a choice. I need more friends. I think Ian is going to be there and probably Shane and Candra. I haven't seen or talked to Ian in about a year. I was never that good of friends with Shane or Candra, we just ate lunch with the same group. I'm ( Read more... )

I don't think I know anyone I can trust or count on. No one I know is reliable anymore. I'll make plans with friends and they say their coming over. Next thing I know it's been 2 hours and they wont answer the phone. What am I supposed to do? I can't just drop everyone I know.

I joined an internet dating site. I am that desperate. I really can't see ( Read more... )

I just had a hauntingly real feeling dream. I was 100% sure what was going on was real. Until I woke up I was sure I was having the best day I'd had in 4 years. The dream did a good job of tying in memories from other dreams like it. There's this perfect world inside my mind once my head hits the pillow. Everything is so picturesque. There are high ( Read more... )

I don't think I've done anything besides Sleep, Eat, go to the Restroom, and play the new Call Of Duty Multiplayer beta in the past 3 days. I didn't like COD4 but there's something about fighting for the Führer that gets me this the new one. The only thing I haven't liked is the snipers and shotguns. Those are usually my two favorite weapons but I ( Read more... )

I voted early. I'm happy with my choices. Also, college just ain't for me. I'm just going to find a job, save some money, and go to an art school maybe.

It's my birthday.

Going to eat lunch at Rudy's with my family. I really don't want to see any of them, but last year I didn't go out to eat with them and all I got was 3 gift cards to Walmart. I'm going to kill some one if I get a fucking Walmart or Target gift card again.