really messy shift today. pts were scattered everywhere. had overlooked something,and now i feel rotten like i did not do justice to her. as i reflect back now, i had blamed others and myself, but i feel bad that thoughts of pushing the blame came into my mind ( Read more... )

today i made a horrible compulsive purchase, that i feel nausea thinking back about it. tmr i'm going down to see if i can change my plan, i hope it goes through. so fucking embarassing...at my age, i feel that this kind of thing should not be happening ( Read more... )

my first day back, and the rare occasion i wear my uniform home... i had to attend to an bloody accident at the playground.

there are too many signs telling me to look for a new job, the bonus was shitty. i'm thinking of going into a new discipline, but am scared of the changes.

i'm fucking pissed. its been ages since i last went to the zoo, so since my tri has to be cancelled, and i'm still on leave. i was hoping we can spent it doing stuff rather than being stuck at home facing the 4 walls ( Read more... )

so mum is not disharged from the hospital, but she still so sleepy, i dont know why ( Read more... )

i feel accused, but i might be guilty... we were a lousy team combo, but we will never know who's telling the truth. afterall, the customer is always right, and we are alwyas blame for everything ( Read more... )

an hindering stone in my work... she does not make work easier for me. she causes trouble for eveyone else. pls just get a life...

shit! too many mistakes this month....what's wrong with me... no one must know...

i'm looking for a new job... just have got to get my mind and guts together to fill in the form...