I can't believe how long it's been since I've journaled. Too long. I don't even know how to do this anymore... but think it would be good for my soul ( Read more... )

Here it comes. The dreaded 2. No suprises here, just me running to the corner pocket. I hate this part - yet here I go. Into my dark, into my wanting, into myself without company other than the awareness of time passing. Maybe the third time will, in fact, be my charm. I'm little and the 2 is my only shot. No one ever meets me here - well, he ( Read more... )

Today I got a crazy idea and actually started to pursue it. I think I'm going to Minnesota. I think that's what needs to happen. Just for a few days, but it's time to go. I need a break. Maybe Kate will join me on my journey to Park Rapids for Liz's wedding. Roadtrips with Kate are always a good time. I miss Graham, too. I wish I could ( Read more... )

This morning I turned on a little kid's show for Tristan to watch while he was sitting in his yellow chair. It was a little hispanic boy doing a song narration to an animated roadrunner obstacle course race. One roadrunner was particularly smaller than the others and the song seemed to cheered on this little roadrunner who consequently won the ( Read more... )

1.) Lately I have been getting depressed over things I cannot change. God grant me serenity ( Read more... )

What a nice Saturday/Sun was out almost all day though it was still a bit chilly. Got to get my baby time in... Logan's 3 weeks old now and Erin is a very generous momma to let me REFUSE to let go of him whenever I'm at the house. He looks a lot like a little old man. I like him.

UFC shootout tonight. Ok, but I might put on my dancin' boots

Well, we are going to visit the dentist, most definitely. I missed my last two appointments due to oversleeping and absentmindedness, and I'll get my permanent crown on today if it's the last thing I do. YEA ( Read more... )

Just like a real adult I'm going to vote today ( Read more... )

Apparently I can't get out of my desk chair without a JSA and some training. I'd rather be out framing right now ( Read more... )

Dave made me the most delicious steak n shrimp dinner last night I just had to write about it... (Tree - just got done reading your tribute to men and dirty habits) and I feel compelled to give a little shout out to mine who, while in addition to being not too disgusting (though his truck would suggest otherwise), can grill like it's nobody's ( Read more... )