nononononononnnononono..this is not going to work.....

well i knew something bad was going to happen..i got kicked the fuck out..its so shit and i ranaway first jessica copied "lol" so their on other late news me and shannon almost went at it becouse she was telling jen i was doing shit with john and calling me a whore just cus i made out with jens ex -boyfriend once makes me a whore but whatever its ( Read more... )

i havent updated in a long time but i have a new boyfriend his name is dusty...hes so great and he hates shane which is a goodthing becouse shane is nothing but bad news(sorry everyone who said he was and i didnt believe you) i should have listen but im glade that i didnt becouse then i would have never met my DUST BUNNY...and i know hes a homie ( Read more... )

fucking save your tears dont even cry when i die..how dare you look at me like im fucking trash just cus i made out with your fucking ex MADEOUT not had sex ..yeah i fucked up big fucking deal..fuck i dont even care ill die alone..hahha laugh it up shannon you think you can kick my ass cus your oh so bigger then me try ..jr your my girl you mean ( Read more... )

IM SORRY its like im in a movie playing a part and i know how bad it hurts but i cant stop i love you guys you mean the world to me and i ment it when i said i would die for you

im so worried and depressed myself and this makes everything so much worse

i cant believe this is really happening..i cant believe he is really gone..i mean i wasnt very close but i was just getting to know him..and its so fucking shitty i feel like i dont have the right to morn him cus i didnt know him as well as everyone else but i was just starting to hang out with him..god i was one of the last people he hong out with ( Read more... )

GOD I sware..i have the greatest friends in the whole world and i wanna thank you guys for that...and i wanna ask you guys a favor..you guys might not see it but i see the road im going down and i really need to pass this year so i guess you can say that im asking for help and i know this is going to be hard really hard but im going to stop ( Read more... )

GOD ....MAYBE I SHOUULD GIVE UP

god i havent updated in a long time but Im no longer allowed to talk to jender or hang out with her not to get in to it or anything but i fucked up so bad this time so jen im sorry about everything i hope you understand that i never thought that this would happen or it even go this far and it would have worked if jenna hadnt open her mouth which ( Read more... )