I am answering
devifemme's comment here because my reply apparently reached a novel-magnitude :P
It may also explain a bit better just why and how this one disappointment really affects me, so it's for y'all others too.
"Justine, Don't worry, it was meant encouragingly, I understand that. I just don't feel like I have enough juice in my batteries anymore
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...not that this "friend" really cares or would worry about gaining my trust again. That's the point. Breaking my ice, intruding into my personal space with no concern nor respect for when I explicitly told him not to, because I had issues with letting people in because they weren't trustworthy. No, he had to butt in, convince me to trust him over a longer period, and once he did that, then he decided to take a dump on it without any regards.
You know this chivalrous "knight" he thinks he is? He is Lancelot. Oh shiny Lancelot, who fucked Arthur's wife just because he had an issue with blue balls.
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...or I could, if any of this actually was true, and if I really cared about your vengeful little outburst.
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I just learned to not beat myself up for others being assholes (it's enough to hate oneself for their own fucked up things, even if hating one self isn't perhaps the most constructive way to deal with it), or are you suggesting that I'm the only fucked up person in this universe? I think your comment just proved otherwise.
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I have been sending much loving energy your way.
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Thank you so much sweets, I sure need some right now.. *hugs*
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