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[85lbs]

why is it so hard?
why is there still that voice telling me to be stronger and that i am better than this and don't need food.
can you really go back to normal after being gone for so long?

i need someone to talk to. someone to write to would be nice. i lost all my addresses and letters when i moved.

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[four_line_poem]

It's like being trapped in a cage for so long that you forget you're trapped after a while, so you get comfortable in it. and then one day someone opens the door for you... but what do you do? you're so used to these cramped quarters, it's all you know. Freedom is within reach, but you've forgotten what freedom is...

The voice is half right. you are stronger. you are better. You can overcome this disease. You deserve to be alive and happy.

[mettep]

Wellcome back hun - how've you been doing?

[sparkled_eyes]

I haven't read your LJ since I left for the summer... but I'm so happy you're trying to recover!
I'd love to write to you- you can leave your address on my 'friends only' entry in my journal because it will be screened.

What inspired you to recover?
I'm doing well w/ recovery myself <3

[85lbs]

I haven't really been on livejournal since the summer as well.
thank you. i will leave you my addy :) i love getting and writing letters.

in the summer, i met a guy (now my bf) who made me realize that there is so much more to life than this. that i actually deserve to be happy and to have a life that doesn't revolve around my obsession with losing weight etc. but most of all, he made me see who i am, and who i want to be.

Hi!

[emci]

I read your LJ. I think I'd be glad to exchange letters with you if this helps you. I'm far, far away - in Russia. And I'm absolutely opposite (almost 220 lb at 5'10''). But I'd love to help you if you want.
Maria