im pissed off ( Read more... )

I'm EFFING choked up.. im not crying or even smiling.. i dont know what i feel right now.. all i know is that my freaking heart is killing me.. w/e good nite.

now i dont know what to do.. i dont know what the hell im feeling.. i dont care.. my heart was racing now its hurting.. my mouth is dry. and im very upset.. i dont know what to freaking say

im going to throw up... i'll be back

OKAY so i just did the craziest thing in the whole entire world. i told my old crush something that he didnt need to know.. its gonna be so weird talking to him.. now. wow.. i wont beable to be my self'

Dear GOD, Your gonna have to keep a tighter grip on my tounge. I want to tell her off so bad. The next time that she gets up in my business I will, unless you step in, have some words for her. GOD this dont work she cant live here if she and i dont get along. GOD I cant take this anymore. She had a nerve to tell something that didnt have ( Read more... )

TODAY IS MY B-DAY

Okay so yesterday was horrible.. it turned out so dang wrong.. i didnt get to do what i wanted to and no one but cassidy, angie, andy, austin, and kelvin really paid attention to what i was doing. Every one else just went into my bed room and had their own fun. while the other person that was there just sat at the door so that i wouldnt walk in ( Read more... )

Hey yall i went and did a google search and found pictures of my old home town and well im super happy... yeah and i went and did a search on myspace and found some of my old old old old x30 friends.. its so crazy. i miss these people so damn much. now i have to go and find them ( Read more... )

Okay so i thought that i was the only one that was hurt when i left the house .. but come to find out today that my mom was hurt too. Here is her letter to me:
Krystal ( Read more... )

Are you supposed to be mad at CHRISTmas time?

i hate this time of year at my house.. i dont mind it at my friends houses but i hate it at my own house... i didnt have anybodies house that i could escape to... so im sitting at home and im just sitting here... all angry and edgeee. i just want to cry..
I dont know why i hate being at home.. well ( Read more... )