I feel... as if someone has taken my heart out of my chest, and placed it on a shelf that is out of sight. I don't know where this shelf is, and I can still feel my heart beating, but I cannot find it. It's not broken, just displaced. When I cry, it's almost similar to the end of a relationship in a sense of longing, but there's a peculiar twinge ( Read more... )

So apparently keeping a journal is healthy, so I'll try to keep up with this, even if it's just menial little excerpts ( Read more... )

I'm going to be using this journal for personal documentation as well as updates concerning my MORPG that we are currently working on :)

I barely got any rest last night, but I wanted to update my lj with a layout that pretty much, screams Hollowyn :D

So tonight I decided to do an "item" for HO, as I didn't feel like bothering with the layout as it's pissing me off, lol. So I decided to make a core graphic for the game, which I begged myself I wouldn't reveal, so I wont. Buuut, I'll share with you the graphic! (Click for information about the graphic, it's on the DA page :)

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So today, after I woke up was pretty unproductive, though I did get started on another commission. Yesterday, as stated in my entry, was a rather hard day family wise, though I feel we may be growing from it-I hope.

I had an inkling that told me not to sleep last night, and sure enough I didn’t.

I was contacted by a person I had done work for ( Read more... )

The production of HO is not only very exciting but extremely stressful. I’ve been beyond stressed these past few days, but as it is my business I decided to take full responsibility of bills so those involved don’t stress and I can compensate them as we go. Kate has been a serious doll, she really has. She kept me calm and collective last night, ( Read more... )

Last night was highly entertaining. Though at a round 4am I called Rainner, ended up talking about some crazy alien and government type shit, which Jackie and I tonight added on that seriously was so interesting I wanna go to Nevada lol. Anyway, a lot of great progress concerning ideas on the HO project, and other than that, today was a quiet day. ( Read more... )

So tonight I got a significant amount of work done on HO.com. Jackie had to leave early due to some issues that came up, but as long as she’s alright, I’m alright. I hope she’ll be happy with the “Coming Soon” page I added to our index. It’s nice to have something up there, makes it feel more real.

Rainner did a spectacular job on the interface ( Read more... )

So today I purchased the server for HO.com. And wow what a step! Rainner’s been a huge help throughout this progress, I really don’t know what I’d do without him concerning life in general. It’s so strange how much people can change in just a few months, it’s bittersweet.

Aside from the joys of starting a small company (ahah and stress), I’ve ( Read more... )

Yeah so pretty much, the best coronet of all time, and one of the BEST ever muscle cars to touch the pavement. Don't question it.

Anyway, this is too cool a friend of mine got me an early birthday present and it made my dad's old interest in his very first car ever, re-ignite :D Which is pretty damn cool!

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