one things for sure. whats meant to be is meant to be.
im just ready for my chance to prove what an awesome girl i can be.. i feel like thats starting to slip away.

i could slap myself for these feelings im having right now ( Read more... )

i will stop drinking as much as i do ( Read more... )

ive been up for hours... i cant sleep. i just tried to lay down and failed again. my brain wont shut up. maybe getting all the thoughts out of my head will help and finally let me sleep ( Read more... )

well the risk that i took was well worth the rewards. i think hes the only person in the world that can handle me without going out of his mind. so far anyway ( Read more... )

i used to drive myself crazy ( Read more... )

burning bridges ( Read more... )

things are changing extremely fast again and my brain cant keep up. i know this is for the best but my head is still spinning going what the fuck ( Read more... )

what is wrong with me.....

honestly.

im never happy.. its always this or that and back again.

what the FUCK.

tonight after alot of thinking.. i think i might have to do nothing but be around people that is going to help me through this ( Read more... )