"Would you rather hurt yourself or hurt your pride?"

(Yeah, figured)

(shamelessly feeling better because of x's words.....)
I am as of now in need of a tight slap across my face

I've nothing to hold on to anymore
So fall as i may
What's there to lose?
Only a pit of emptiness is laid before me
And there's no need to get involved and tangle myself up
Go on, girl
Walk away
Move on
And don't look back

HOW CAN THE PRESENCE (and smile, dare i add) OF ONE GARNER SUCH A REACTION
.
.
.
where has numbness strayed to?

My faith is unwavering, still standing firm on The Rock
However my mind has wandered off to a place of its own
And trailing after it
Is
My
Identity

I have lost myself once again
Yes, please shove some sense and reality up my arse

hosea 14: 9

how is it even possible that no matter how far i've strayed, You're always there for me
i cannot grasp the wonders of Your love and how it abounds to me
You, who is so devine, and yet You demand my everything
what more can i offer, but my life

here i am, at the foot of Your cross once again

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i think i've lost myself once again

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that i could grasp it
but i didn't
not really
only the smudgeness of it