God, everyything is soo screwed up! my boyfriend broke up with me, i cant help but thinking of suicide, my friends have all abandoned me for my ex-boyfriend and tradgedy has once again found it's way to home. i have no idea what the hell im supposed to do. sometimes it just seems like maybe suicide would be the best way to go but then i have to ( Read more... )

God, does nobody understand? all the pain i feel? i dwell in the private sanctuary of my heart. all the pain that once dwelled from afar is now within me. nobody can help me, i have already been taken. is there anybody out there who understands this? sometimes i wish i were dead. then maybe the pain would go away, but how could i leave without so ( Read more... )

god, what did i do wrong? i thought that he really loved me. i was going to give him my virginity and then... i was so deppressed the days after he broke my heart, i even od'd. i thought i loved him. but what do i know? im only 14. after he broke up with me i actually sat down and thought to myself 'wow this really isent the end of the world' im so ( Read more... )