i want to just let it be.. but how can i do that? every picture i look at reminds me that things might never be the same, and there is absolutely nothing i can do about it. i'm so scared and i am so broken. why did this even happen? why did things have to change? everything was perfect, i felt so content and secure.. now i feel like i'm back to ( Read more... )

i just want my boyfriend back =[

I learned the hard way
That they all say things you want to hear
And my heavy heart sinks deep down under you and
Your twisted words,
Your help just hurts
You are not what I thought you were
Hello to high and dry
Convinced me to please you
Made me think that I need this too
I'm trying to let you hear me as I am

i realize that i can't change the way someone feels about me or feels like they should treat me. i mean, i can to an extent.. if they'll allow me to. i've tried really hard for brandon to see what is going on and i don't think he really gets it, or wants to for that matter. i've come to terms with that finally, and now i know that all i can do is ( Read more... )

you were caught in your world, i was lost in mine

i don't understand why i'm doing this to myself ( Read more... )

giving someone the ability to hurt you but trusting them not to.

you need to know that i'm never gonna wait for someone else

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brandon is seriously amazing.
=] afadsfjasdfasdfa

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