i'm so moody  haha. 
i developed a new perspective in the last few hours. 
so i'm feeling pretty good.
pretty refreshed.
pretty over it.

i need to stop. 
i just need to stop caring.
i need to stop centering my life.
i need to chill out on the way i feel.
i need to jump back a few months.
i always do this to myself.
i need to stop.

i miss brandon so much already.

 i just don't know.

no matter what i tell myself, i just cant shake the feeling of wanting to be out of my mind.

i dont know what to think. i have mixed emotions about too many things and its driving me crazy. all i know is that i love this song. i know my throat hurts and i dont know why. i'm scared to go get breakfast because cody's whole family is here. annd cody is not. there's fucking six small dogs in this house and they're all barking their yippy ( Read more... )

 i'm leaving for colorado next tuesday!!

i'm getting myself an early halloween present tomorrow =]

 we're just dancing, we're just hugging, singing, screaming, kissing, tugging
on the sleeve of how it used to be

yesterday i went to the cider mill out in plymouth. it was unbelievably crowded. we looked at the animals and then left to go to parmenters out in northville. it was equally crowded which is insane to me, that place blows. oh well, fall is here =]