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Life is fucking weird. Weird weird weird. The way things happen are absolutely dumb founding. Sometimes it's like there's a big cosmic haha that's always there in your face. As I stated, life is weird.
It's amazing what can stir your passions. My journey thus far always leads back to the missing pieces of what I need to take care of. I often ask ( Read more... ) -
Quotes that get me
"Don't trade the things that you REALLY want for the things that you want right now."
This applies to tonight because I simply did not want to work out. I also wanted to eat not so good food but I held my ground and I did work out. It didn't feel great and my arms are killing me but I am ready to have the outside reflect the inside of me. I have ( Read more... ) -
Slowly but surely
I felt like the title is completely appropriate. One day at a time if I keep making these small steps, life will start to become a little bit easier. It's just hard. I know, whiney-whiney. I sound just like the rest of America. "Wah, it's hard. I don't wanna do it." Tom Petty's "You don't know how it feels" comes on and that TOO seems ( Read more... ) -
Pooooooopppp
I am going to write more.... I have been distractingly busy.... 225 days to go.... Where did the last 18 days go? :(
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The last couple of days...
So the last couple of days have left me wordless. It was easier to fall asleep and ignore my responsibilities to my writing. Mel got on me about it, which was nice; but I honestly won't forget this. I am remembering what it is like to have the power of written word. I forgot the sweet taste of intellectual responsibility.
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Tomorrow I will post more. Today I spent three hours of the phone trying to figure out bill stuff- and bill collectors suck. Tomorrow when I wake up I will post describing my day more in depth. :) I just won't forget to post every night.
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One day at a time...
So I would like to insert the picture of day 240. I designed the zero to be like a tiny owl- like the one I saw yesterday with Mel. I didn't post about it but Mel and I were cruising and we saw an owl fly across the road and land on a branch right next to us. For several minutes we were eye to eye with this owl, which is rare. Never had I met eyes ( Read more... ) -
*le sigh*
Today was a rather unproductive day. I still feel sick and fell backwards. I smoked cigarettes and I was freely blazing. I had a good cruise with Matty and we chatted about life and our goals. Matt is always good for that. We inspire each other and evaluate our goals. Our biggest issue is being. There is no excuse for today. Pms, stress, reality; ( Read more... ) -
242 to go
So starting off this journey, I am sick. I think that this is the stall before the journey, to make me realize how hard I am going to have to work and even though obstacles come to fruition, it is up to me to be the pitbull. Don't give up! Finish this. I can't help but think about how half way through or even a quarter if the way through something ( Read more... ) -
Quiet promises...
I have to manifest my dreams. This is where I start. There are 243 days to make head way. I must make a promise to myself. I have never finished anything. That is what I hear all of the time. Not just from my parents but my friends and loved ones. We are all preaching that we never finish anything. I am going to change this. I am going to finish ( Read more... )