alright. a semi productive day off. had a ton of projects and errands, and after a late start, i finally started footing it around hollywood on my trek. half the places i went to were out of what i needed, so in futility i continued ( Read more... )

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i swear, if one more tweeked out, piss-reaking, diseased fucking gutter suckers gets in my face one more fucking time, i'm gonna skin and flay them to feed starving pygmies in the congo!

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the joys of living in the middle of hollywood never cease to thrill me...

about 3 minutes ago i heard 6 gunshots about a block away

we have a technical difficulty
we have an emotional disassociation
we are dis.connect.ed.

we are trying, but its too hard to see through this fugue;
the shadows are whispering
the words pound against me like gunshots
i let myself bleed
i let myself freeze.
i can't remember what it is to burn...

9mm_psychology is emotionally distant. I bet no one's surprised that you never post your current mood. In fact, I bet most of your friends are so sick of you locking them out of your life that they hate you behind your back. Shame. brought to you by interim32. wanna know your lj's moodring color? enter your user name ( Read more... )

the things i said, the way i was, existed in only that instant, a momentary unveiling of skin beneath the steal and rubber. sealed off and painted-on-face, an allusion to your imaginary illusion of me. you traced finger over the surface, thinking it skin, kissed lips, locked away beneath a mask of tubes and oxygen apparatus. heard my whispers in ( Read more... )

i just want two things right now;

a crowbar
and a greesy tweeker to use it on.