i am so fucking close to losing it.

was planning on maybe actually going out tonight...

schedule conflict. finances literally imploding before my eyes.

i'm pretty fucked right now.

It Puts The Lotion On Its Skin

in all likelihood, i am probably much more contrary than i would like...

to give a moment to stillness.
to know that the only breath i hear at night is my own, and the only to break the silence i dream.

ok, i'm fucking tired of dealing with other peoples bullshit, drama, and just plain selfish stupidity ( Read more... )

today on Crossfire, a former Bush "faith-based" campaign stategist claimed that the BUsh administration reespects the sanctity of life, due to a 1.1 billion dollar fund for anti-abortion agenda ( Read more... )

"It's a hoax," the Well-Travelled Man said. "You'll see."

"Not really a hoax," the Authority -on-Everything denieid. "Just somewhat less than we were led to expect."

been sitting back in the midst of all the chaos that seems to be invading our lives. seeing myself and those around me, and getting a sinking feeling. plotting the course of event before they happen, and it just sort of unnerves me. i can see the threads, the strings being pulled taught before they snap. and how the actors move on the stage, like i ( Read more... )