Ok, so I've been gone a looooong time. So perhaps I'll actually have something to say this time ( Read more... )

Gawd, I feel so terrible. Just all of the sudden, everything sucks. My life sucks, everything I ever do sucks. I hate to say that, though. I hate it when people blame their unhappiness on everything but themselves. But, I've tried everything in my power to make myself feel decent, but nothing seems to be working, so I resorted to typing up ( Read more... )

Woo! I sang in church today for conformation sunday and I gave a little speechy-type thing to the congregation before I did it. Apparently, I found out afterwards that both the song I sang and me speech were very moving- I had people in tears! That's never really happened to me before. Someone even called my house after the service to tell ( Read more... )

I have the *worst* burn!! I was out the other day for this "Day of Caring" thing our school does, where the students kinda give back to the community by doing community service for a day. It's a real neat deal, but when I was outside I burnt and I didn't realize that, so I went tanning afterwards. And oh my goddess does it hurt! I burnt so bad ( Read more... )

Arg!!! I've been sitting here *forever* trying to think of a summary of my FFVIII fic. It's just not coming to me *bangs head on desk ( Read more... )

noooo! I go back to school tommorow! I'm so sad ( Read more... )

welp, my life seems to be uneventful, as always. I just went to watch "Spy Kids" with Meg. It was pretty cute, but it seemed really short ( Read more... )

*sigh* I woke up at 1 this afternoon. I was dead tired last night and I got home at 4am (I was at *another* church lock-in, but I left early). So, really all that's happened in between yesterday and today is that I worked. Work really sucked, too- as always ( Read more... )

Bagh. I'm so tired z_z I was just in driver's ed and I kept falling asleep; I have *never* been able to fall asleep at my school desk, but today I succeded. I'm less tired now though, because I had chocolate. ^_ ( Read more... )

Blah. I had to work today. I kept crying when no one was around then, because I've been feeling really bad lately. Like, if I wasn't totally against it, I'd kill myself so quickly. I wish so badly that I wasn't so out of the loop. I don't fit anywhere. I don't feel like anything I do is going to make any difference. I see all these things ( Read more... )