Man, seems like it's been forever since I've written here. I've had so much going on in my head the last few days that I couldn't even begin to put them into words and make them make sense. It seems like everything around me is falling apart, and that's not how I planned it at all ( Read more... )

I am so upset right now, and there isn't much I can do about the outcome. I've been planning for the last week to leave work early tomorrow to go visit Chellie, and my Boss calls today and tells me I have to work mandatory overtime on Saturday. I hate making plans...this is why I never do ( Read more... )

What a great tune. I love music...well...not as much as I love my ChellieBellie...but I love it almost as much. I got home tonight and decided to tackle the mountain of laundry that's been occupying my tiny laundry room for about a week now. I'm such a procrastinator when it comes to that kind of stuff. But I've made great accomplishments - you ( Read more... )

I can't sleep. Everytime I close my eyes I hear you...see you...feel you...and I open them and ( Read more... )

Did I mention ever that I hate Mondays? There wasn't one damn minute today where someone wasn't riding my back about something. I thought maybe since Jack is out of the office until after the new year, that things might be a little different but I was wrong...as usual ( Read more... )

For a long time now, I've seemed to have found myself in this funk that I couldn't escape. It felt as if I were plumeting head first in some never-ending downward spiral into a black hole with no bottom. For so long, I asked myself daily if there would ever be a day where everything would just fall into place and prove to me that all my ( Read more... )