got batteries again. finally. now i can show you my hair.

( hawk )

i was sitting outside, smoking my lovely lovely cig. and i saw an old man, and an old woman walk out of their house holding hands. i stared. i wanted someone to hold my hand. i want someone to hold my hand.i promise they wont be sticky ( Read more... )

go rent SPUN. great movie.ahhh ahhh. so. what now? i am not totally sure. sitting here, head cocked to one side. staring... at the computer. eh. maybe i should go out today. and do what? ha! exactly ( Read more... )

"i've been waiting, around. systems, failing.... now."i was sitting there smoking a cigg. sean was with me... well... not physically, but his presence was. so we sat there. and there was these two little kids riding their bikes. i think they met a couple of days ago, seeing how they were acting. they were so excited. having so much fun. ( Read more... )

silent.

and thats all i have to say about that.

i was kind of asleep. i am playing afi. really loud. it feels so good. i laid in my bed. smoked a cigg. listened to them tell me. i was half asleep. half awake. the smell of smoke. the cold air coming forth from the fan. the blanket on me. the music. all it brought back was memories, memories of laying in felix's bed. in his arms. ( Read more... )

i just took a hit. a big hit. a big nice lovely hit. i am not completely high. but i am buzzing. nice head change. nice feeling. waiting for someone to get online. sean. hurry up. we need to talk.

its so easy for me to feel.so i sit and sing along. licking my lips. typing my little heart out. i am going to sleep nice tonite. and it ( Read more... )

i sat on the amp in my room all by myself. talking on the phone with billy. put on my black eyeliner. put on my black mascara. poofed out the back on my light brown/reddish/growing out black hair. brushed the front straight. stuck a piece of gum in my mouth. licked my lips. wondered about where my chapstick was. i smiled ( Read more... )

i was inspired.
( it could have been my life )

today today today. today billy came over. or should i say yesterday. technically yesterday. but i am going to say today. why? because i can do whatever i want ( Read more... )