i feel:
lost
worried
crushed
scared
confused
blind
mellow
frusturated
helpless
open
betrayed
soar
angry
alone
cornered
anxious
walked on
useless
a tool
used
broken
i just don't want to lose you, i'd do anything to keep you i love you

it is weird when you think about what was actually said you realize what was actually so blindingly obvious, or are you just reading to far into what was really said. when it comes down to it, it is all interpreted by your mood your in, how its said, and what was going on while it happened so is it actually obvious or are you just hearing what you ( Read more... )

when the game is done and there is nothing more to loose thats when the truth will come out and all will be shown for what it is.
what will be done has been done and the consequences will only fit with the reaction of which it was perceived in.

it always happens no matter what i try and i'm starting to get frusterated, whatever i do it'll have to be soon, i don't want what the usual to happen it has to be different, i keep going to music to clear the thoughts and get new ideas but it all brings me to the same fucking conclusion no matter what i listen to ( Read more... )

a great day to start a great beggining, the sun is finaly shinning again

hungover like a bastard damn last night was fun i think haha

the big party is tomorow wooo it's going to be awsome. coorslight for everyone hahaha atleast for the ones going

"It is better to keep silent and be thought a fool than to open your mouth and remove all doubt" ~ Mark Twain

today i am worried no matter what i try i don't know exactly what is going on things just feel different and i seem to be ready to expect the un-expected, something is going to happen today and i don't think its gonna be good, things have been drifting and i've been doing things that i don't normally do which is bad in the sense i could loose alot ( Read more... )

yesterday i think i took my last good bike ride out on the highway :( it'll be a sad day when the snow comes. the bike will have to be put away, but on the plust the snowmobile and the snowboard come out. damn lose win situations. apparently i can't have both.