blake alexander lowen is here =) 8lbs 8oz at 8:29pm!
congrats liv! love you!

i swear to god...as much as it always hurts that thomas left me for this bitch off world of warcraft, i still want him. what the hell is wrong with me?! i love him to death still but i told myself if i ever got back with him, there would be sooo many consequences and agreements. and i know he wouldnt comply with. well whatever.. im in fairbanks now ( Read more... )

so thomas already found a girlfriend that he thinks hes in love with. her names heather and i was right..he would fall for this girl from his WORLD OF WARCRAFT!! yeh whatever..im having a lot of trouble with finding an apartment in fairbanks. i think ill be staying at a hotel for a while.

im to tired and pissed off to write anymore.

im moving to fairbanks!! they are opening a urban vibe there and i was offered the manager position so i took it. since thomas broke up with me last wednesday. so time to move. idk where im moving to quite yet but ill figure it out next week. ttyl lj

i have a new icon! yay!
what are you prepared for this coming winter?

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i cant help it. ill always be paranoid. always. and thomas will never warm up to the idea because he thinks that i have to change in order for us to be together. robert and chris were 2 people that i fell for hard..really hard. and they did me wrong. they did right infront of me. so i get affraid that thomas is going to be like that. i cant help it ( Read more... )

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i work at jc penneys as a commission suit sales associate! its pretty kickass. my last paycheck was $689! it was good. me and thomas are going to move upstairs to a 2 bedroom apartment next month. along with that we went furniture shopping....well more looking and getting an idea then shopping but it worked out good. we also have a new cat if you ( Read more... )

im going to bed. dont call.