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this will get easier, won't it?

this could have been something beautiful.
and a small, secret part of me still thinks you and i will end up together.

i want you to be happy with me.
i sincerely hope you are.

if i had to make a list of the people who have had a signifigant impact on my life, she would be on it ( Read more... )

Things That Concern Me.

• Depression; random crying bouts
• Severe anxiety; inability to approach people; overwhelming feeling that my friends secretly hate me
• Paranoia, usually magnified by insomnia.
• Insomnia
• Binge/starve cycle

it started out with a kiss
how did it end up like this?
it was only a kiss
it was only a kiss

now i'm falling asleep
and she's calling a cab
while he's having a smoke
and she's taking the drag

now they're going to bed
and my stomach is sick
and it's all in my head
but she's touching his chest now

he takes off her dress now
let me go
and I just can't look
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i never thought you'd be a junkie
because heroin is so passe.
but today, if you think that i don't know
about depression and emotional pain, you're insane,
or you're a fool who hasn't paid attention
to a word that i say.
in a way, i can't help but feel responsible.
i always knew you were insane with your pain.

exactly.