so i decided that i'd update this thing. also because i'm sitting in this office... cold, bored, and in the need to talk to myself.

so lets see ..
school .. starts in about two weeks. i'm ready for it. 
moving .. in about two weeks. totally not ready but freakishly excited.

& for the past two sundays, I've been volunteering at church. Like, I work in ( Read more... )

can i get at least some credit? 
seriously, come on.

i need:

• a haircut
• a tan
• mascara
• eyeliner
• to take my dad to lunch

number one: my lj format is fucked up & i don't know how it got there

numbers two,three,four,five,six, etc.....

rike's finally gone. & as mean as that may sound .. you don't know what she did to my family & i, so i want to take the time & thank God for her departure. & that both of my brothers moved out so i get the restroom all to myself.

alright, ( Read more... )

schools almost over. i'm excited by that fact, but not the fact that my grades totally went down hill. sucks by it's my fault.
chung came down for prom & i got to see him for about 5 minutes when he came to visit me at work. i admit, that it was weird only because i hadn't seen him in so long, but for some odd reason i love him regardless. he left ( Read more... )

so i honestly, actually, really broke down emotionally. and i don't even know what it was. i don't know whether or not i can blame it on my period, or the fact that i've been waiting for it for so god damn long. but regardless, it's so much more than just my period. fuck. this is the part of my life when i seriously look back at everything and ( Read more... )

Alright, so i haven't updated in so long. Today, is a day of spring break and i'm sitting at home, stuck with my little sister because everyones gone; either out of state, out of town, or at work. & believe me, EVERYONES GONE & has been gone for the past 3 days. But surprisingly i'm not that mad about it as much as i think i should be. I've also ( Read more... )

okay well i opened my journal update page because i thought i wanted to update; ive changed my mind pon-ay

After the night we hung out, I sarcastically commented
to Thomas how great it was. & this is how he responds:

"Do you remember that time i went over to your house
& your mom was trying to fix up your patio thing..
she made us go get sand..we went to that park where
we got on the swings.. then we went to that monkey
bar thing & played under over..we ( Read more... )

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