I've been sick lately and when i tried to eat this morning i threw it up. maybe being sick has its perks? it that bad that i care more about losing weight more than my health?

after all these years spent without him,

he still makes my heart drop. looking at his pictures makes me sit back for a moment and realize that maybe love does exist. i may not love him... but he gives me hope. chances are that we will probably never be together again.. but like i said. he gives me hope.

this is too much for me to handle in one night.

way too much.

i wish i could have stopped the tears but i couldn't

He changes everything

Just one look at him and he makes my insides drop, turn, and twist.

and on another level

his smile makes be believe that nothing in the world could ever matter. Just that one smile can make the darkest moments seem bright.

and it SUCKS how i don't do the same for them

o yea. btw. theres PAC MODERN TRYOUTS today. can't ( Read more... )

november 12-13, 2006

best day EVER

starbucks.

belmont shores.

closed stores.

rubios restroom stop.

move the baby seats.

nice apartment.

team america.

tic-tac-toe.

connect four.

I LOST. (but i won =])

basketball shorts

I <3 Long Beach car.

Hawaii.

unlikely story, came true.

eh. too good to be true. again.

the weather here is PERFECT. the air is crisp and cold unlike the weather i left behind at socal. SUCKAASSSS. haha so anyways, i'm glad to be back here with all my family minus all the drama with cousins/aunts. i miss SO much when i'm not here haha. i'm kind of NOT looking forward to coming back home, but i'm SOOOOOOOOOOOOO GLAD that i got my lap ( Read more... )

did it really just happen? did it really just end? did i really just leave four years of memories and friends?.... uh did i just rhyme? i look back at graduation pictures and it seems just too surreal to even imagine that i graduated. i have just ended four years of my life. four years of friendships that i said i'd keep in touch with, but in the ( Read more... )

is already off to an AMZING start. thanks seniors =] 'o6!!!!!!

summer is gonna be freakin' awesome

stop time.

i dont want it to end so soon.

since freshman year i've told myself not to worry bout college since its so far away. i told myself that sophomore year. i told myself junior year. now, as a senior, i feel the next few steps i take towards college are the hardest steps i've ever had to take. i look around and see my friends that i've grown with since freshman year and it hurts to ( Read more... )