I'm ranting because I can't really stand talking in my head anymore ( Read more... )

Things have been going great. I kind of have gotten over that I have to wait for Oswego and I'm actually happier than I'm not going yet. I realized last night that I wouldn't have been ready for it. I might be 18 but I am still so far from being an adult. Now that I'm with Justin, I'm not really worried about if Adam's happy or not... He went there ( Read more... )

SO I really don't know what to do anymore and I don't even wanna write this.
I don't want to write this scholarship essay...or any.
But I have to because I'm poor and if I don't get any money I can't go to school.
:[ I'm so excited for college, I just want it to happen already.
I need to meet new people, because the people I know suck.
That's it.

For once being in a relationship, I'm not worried about my cheating. I'm worried about his.

So after about 3 weeks of not talking, I finally called Adam. Although, he was in school ( Read more... )

I've been meaning to write in here for a long time ( Read more... )

i didn't know missing you could hurt this much ( Read more... )

I've been meaning to write in here, but I always end up forgetting ( Read more... )

And I'm going to be with so many UU's. These are people that are so much like me, but so different in so many ways. I think it's exactly what I need. People that I connect with on so many levels, that can take me away from all the stresses of home. The only sad part about that is, if I meet someone really amazing, I'm never gonna see them again. ( Read more... )

I don't understand anyone anymore. I really don't. Today was fine, I mean yeah I was a little cranky cause we only slept 2 hours, but I was happy. I saw Shabar and Jordan this morning, and I was with my best friend all day and night. But then on the way back to my house, Jason was texting Anna and not even me. He's supposed to be my best friend, ( Read more... )