I'm prioritizing and I'm tremendously sorry if you've found yourself sliding from the top to the bottom, but I've come to realize that bridges don't need to be traveled everyday in order for them not to be burned. It's just that these days are forcing me to come to understandings more rapidly than I normally would. Last night, I sat on my kitchen ( Read more... )

I'm sitting in study hall, half recalling the homework I missed last night due to heavy eyelashes and lack of motivation. It took ten solid minutes to chop out a bullshit reflection, but I guarantee bullshit never sounded so good. In two periods I have a big religion test. Yes, I should be studying. But instead I'm looking at colleges. Odd, I know ( Read more... )

I'm beginning to realize that I'm not the same person I was when I was fourteen. This may seem obvious, but it's something I think most people don't consider. As a freshman, I was a hodge-podge of different styles, different tastes. My hair was ridiculously curly and my "bangs" looked dreadful. But I was having fun nonetheless, and that spirit ( Read more... )

Day one is tomorrow.
Fingers crossed.

Senior pictures tomorrow and I'm not so excited. Of course, as usual, I'm stressing over a million things and I'm not focusing on the things I shoud be focusing on. Like algebra 3, but that's a story for a day when I don't feel like shit ( Read more... )

Loved the University of New Hampshire. Cute town, nice people, lots of variety. Gluten free meal plan, that's a huge plus. It's far away but its homey. As I sat there listening to speakers it dawned on me how real all of this is. Aye ( Read more... )

anxiety anxiety anxiety anxiety anxiety ( Read more... )

done.
done, dead, done.

I'm not ready.
who's prepared for the anxiety?

I said, hey girl with one eye, I'll cut your little heart out because you made me cry ( Read more... )

this is it, this is it, this is it. hello happiness.
let this not be a jinx.