I moved to Sacramento.
I hate it.
I miss Downey and my friends and family.
I'll be here for a year getting my AA degree.
I want to go back to being a tester.
I want to smoke pot again.
I miss living my old life.
I miss certain people from my past :(
I am not very happy.

FUCK THIS.

I'm a little more depressed than usual today. I know what's bugging me and I should let it get to me but I am heh. Either as I had a weekend off finally and I did exactly what I wanted. There were a couple of things I didn't get a chance to do but there's always my next day off. Btbam BEM cob show was amazing. I got some cool merch and I think I ( Read more... )

Were nearing the end of the project and im prettyyyy scared at the moment. Once this project ends, I think ill be out of a job. See, in this industry, once the headlining games are finished up and ready for release, about 90% of the testers are put on call for future projects. A small handful will stay for the minor projects that are coming out in ( Read more... )

Realization, realities and things that will never be.
Their all part of life and those things will never change, no matter how wise a person gets.

Last night I worked a 20 hour shift, 10am-6am the next day.
And all I can say is I love life.

^_^

I've found myself saying that word a lot haha ( Read more... )

Pretty fucking tired.
Goddamnit haha.
Long weekend ahead.

Man I've been working soooo much, its ridiculous! I got a new position at work and its pretty awesome. Same pay though, just mad overtime so im rolling in doughhh. I am sort of just cruising through life, and I like it. I am not as much of a worry wort as I was before. Im way stoked ( Read more... )

I am getting myself into some pretty cah-razy predicaments haha. I mean its all good and what not, I just have to keep it flowin and not let shit get out of hand. As long as im in control, alls well that ends well. As Buddy Aces would say, "I have the power to change reality, I can make you see what I want and make it as real as I want ( Read more... )

Is pretty fucking amazing.
Living at my new place with serg, living it up on the weekends and working all the time is awesome.
I feel totally productive and now have that satisfying feeling of actually doing something with my life and reaping the rewards.
Woot
Life for the win!

Yeah, most definitely ( Read more... )