I fuck up alot.
[that's what I found out on my birthday].

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I got pulled up to Varsity last night and I'm really nervous. But I'm excited at the same time. I'll miss my J.V. girls like crazy, I love you guys so much and what Cara said made my cry so hard. I wasn't the backbone and you don't need me. I don't know, I'm so glad that Coach thinks I'm ready for varsity, but I don't think I am.

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HAPPY BIRTHDAY STEPHANIE PECAR!!! I LOVE YOU! ♥

It's just starting to hit me hard how things aren't all my fault. I don't blame myself anymore. But it's also starting to hit me that I fuck up a lot of things all the time. Especially with other people. I do the stupidest shit and put myself in the dumbest situations. I also realized just how much I lie to people. That I'm fake. I'm really sick of ( Read more... )

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35 to 33

Varsity football, you guys did so good. That score means nothing because you are the real winners. The referees can die. You played so hard and deserved so much better than what you got. Hazel Park thought that you guys wouldn't even score once and look at how hard you made them work for those 35 points. I'm so proud of all you guys and ( Read more... )

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Okay so I have a shit load of pictures I'm about to put on here so bear with me. If you don't know what they're of, well then ask me, but I'm not explaining them all. You were either there or you won't!
( Varsity Game @ Ferndale )

Seriously, I'm so fucking sick of all this drama. I can't take it anymore. Everybodies fighting with everybody else and I just can't deal with it. KRISTIE I LOVE YOU SO MUCH! But I'm so sick of it all. I've been thinking about things so much and I've been trying to change so hard but nobody seems to be able to stop hating me enough to give me a ( Read more... )