new lj...friends only : __love_comma_me
add it! ♥

i have a weird mind.
John 7
Jesus Goes to the Feast of Tabernacles
1After this, Jesus went around in Galilee, purposely staying away from Judea because the Jews there were waiting to take his life.

John= Happy Easter
7:1= 71

are you Judea? Are you the Jew waiting to take my life? haha

hey, im in a really bad place right now. i dont know how to get out of it at all. not that you needed to know that.

k, so last night i was oober phsyced out. working myself up because Lisa wanted me to play for the sunday morning class at church. i didnt have any songs prepared, i can't sing(!) and i just wasnt feelin' it. so i talked to rick like five times last night, he sent me some music, and then all of a sudden it just all came together. i played three ( Read more... )

hey guys, thinking of getting a new lj, making it friends only...i know another another, but get over it. i dont know if i like just anyone reading my stuff. and since everyone has one now...i dont see why i shouldnt. okay...input? - comment. ~cday

so lately, i've been thinking a lot about death. and i used to beg God not to take me today. but now, i just want to leave. it's not morbid, it's a little selfish, but it's true. i am "not of this world", i don't seem to fit in, truly, anywhere for real. and i know, in Heaven i would. this isn't my home...i just want to go home. and i used to think ( Read more... )

so i was thinking today--i know i know, that's fatal...but, inevitable too :). so back to thinking-- i was thinking that if i were to die today, my room would be an absolute mess. i dont want people, my family, to remember my mess. i want them to remember a clean, flawless room. so, im going to go clean now ( Read more... )

God is so good to me. Jesus i love you. Im so happy right now :)

hair up,
or hair down.
that's the question.
now you answer it.

today was pretty sweet. i think at least. it wasn't half as horrible as i thought it could have would have should have been. yea...umm went by like a snap. that was rad, cuz even though it was going smoothly, i still didn't want to be there. at school. but now, i'm sitting at home, wishing people would talk to me, or come over. but nope :). that's ( Read more... )