Are you awake? I can't tell if I am anymore. Drinking sends me into a spiraling depression, although it seems like it was lurking somewhere beneath the surface long before this. It put's me in a state where all I can think about are things I miss and will never get back. Mostly memories of people who aren't around anymore, or how much things have ( Read more... )

Any bright lights seem to catch my eye. Like a McCaw, drawn to anything bright and beautiful, wanting it to be mine, to possess it. But what is beauty? A light switch? Someone told me that once, and I'm not really sure what he meant by it. Something you can turn off and on? I guess sometimes it works like that. The same person once told me I was ( Read more... )

so, i don't use this as much as i could. most everything worth remembering has been written in my other journal. i've had some amazing times lately, and some shitty ones. all in all i'd say things are pretty good. i havn't really been going to school, but since when is that new. i skipped fifth and sixth block on monday to go and see my grandma in ( Read more... )

wow, i actually remembered the password to this thing. well now that school started i guess i can keep usuing it. it's not like i have anything better to do. no one cares about my weekend, but that is okay. i went to the football game, visited jarrad at work, then went to see "the last kiss" with tyler. the next day, i went to the river of time for ( Read more... )

So this is going to be pretty long since my Easter break was pretty eventful, but its entertaining so read it.

Thursday: Went to the movies with the crew (Matt, Kevin, Justin, Hannah, Kt, Taylor) to see lucky number slevin, which was a pretty good movie. Riding in the parking lot of the mall with six people in the back of Kevin’s truck was ( Read more... )

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well lets see. spring break has been pretty boring so far. i went to ryans paintball thing with justin and tyler. i just watched. there were a bunch of retarded guys so it was pretty amusing. and pretty cold.

today im pretty sure im going to the movies with tyler. and that should be cool.

i also made a new friend, and she is lovely.

oh where to begin. lets see. so the most eventful thing that happened to me, was i went shopping with kat. we had no money, but we got some stuff anyway. i was really thirsty, and she was really hungry so we ended up picking coins out of the fountain. well. kat did, i just watched and laughed. but she got like $4. and to be fair, i threw an old ( Read more... )

so its like almost four am, and im sitting up doing nothing because i have had way to many mountain dews. so. i dont know what the hell to say. things are pretty dull right now. not bad, but not that great either. i wish a car would smash into my house or something just to make things more interesting. eh, oh well. i dont want to go back to school ( Read more... )

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