me and sarah are friends again ( Read more... )

poppy's having surgery wednesday. he's having a vaulve replaced. whatever that means..
who knows if everything will be okay after the surgery.
i'm at their house now bored as fuck.
waiting for my grandma to finnish doing shit so i can go homee.
and hopefully get some money from her cause i need ciggies.

oh and ps.. katayy is the shit. and *cough* ( Read more... )

blahhh. so i thought things were going to get better. they were.. but then the other night me my mom bryan and rick were sitting in the living room smoking and the phone rang and it was the ems people saying something had happened to my grandfather. so we went to their house and my grandmother was crying so hard. it made me so sad. she told me that ( Read more... )

i've messed everything up between us.
i'm so sorry.
i wish i could go back in time but i can't.
i don't know what i'm supposed to do.
getting over you is going to be the hardest thing to do.
i can't just stop talking to you.
atleast i don't want to.
but maybe it would be best for me.
i'm just going to stay single for a while. 
i've tried to be with somebody ( Read more... )

school starts a week from today. and it's weird but i'm actually ready for it. i need to get on a scheduel again. doing drugs all the time was fun, but now i need to get smart again. or atleast have a sense of what's going on ( Read more... )

i need real friends. not friends that lie to eachother. not friends that talk shit about eachother. i need real friends. friends that's lives aren't based on getting fucked up 24/7. friends that have goals. people who don't care what other people think of them. i'm sick of the circles. i'm sick of everyone lieing to eachother. i need a new start. a ( Read more... )

american womannn, get away from meee.
don't come knockin' on my door.
i don't wanna see your face no more.

K so i'm bored.
and grounded.
uuggghhh.
i get ungrounded saturday though.
WOOT

so anyways i'm happy.
and don't fuck with me.
KBYE!<3

i need a job. i need one like realllly bad. i'd get my mom off my back &&i'd have money. i'm sick of her bitching. and how she has something to say about everything. like today, some retards called me saying stupid shit and she was like what are they saying?!? blah blahh they're stupid. i know they're stupid but i didn't ask for her input and i ( Read more... )

if you read all of this i'll give you a cookie.

i have lots of things i could say, i just don't know how to say them, so i'll just start talking.

1.i feel like everything is happening and it's all happening wrong. but maybe it's for the good? i wish i wasn't so confused and frustrated. what am i supposed to do? my mom's freaking out. she says i'm ( Read more... )

i am so sick of stupid girls with their stupid drama. i'm done with all of you. it's none of your bussiness how i live my life.
so  basically just fuck you both and all of your little friends because i could care less about any of you.

buttt, i do love sarah &diana &mallory. because they MATTER.<3