and just looking  at these past journal entries; it's so crazy how much i've changed.
how much the people around me have changed.

idk what to think anymore. at all

talk about a crazy couple of months, so many people have walked out of my life. it's just.. crazy. i always felt like these people were my safety net; god forbid if i didn't have them in my life what would i do. but to be completely honest with you - i feel like it's for the best. i mean obviously i am hurting a little bit, it all happened so fast ( Read more... )

i don't feel good, it sucks. i've been cooped up in this house for way to long. and it figures we get such beautiful weather when i'm dying ( Read more... )

Lately I've been looking through all my old journals on here and I miss it - so I'm gonna be on here updating whever I can. Which is all the time cause er - I have no life.
Jk. Jk.  =/

Anyway; 11th grade - yes I made it. Definetly not doing my best at all. I hate it with a passion;  gr. Dont wanna talk about school. I guess just writing to say I'm ( Read more... )

bored & tired ( Read more... )

I woke up about 25 minutes ago.Alot has happened.

+ I have learned that a very cute 19 year old with a niiiice car wants to take me to the movies.

+ I got Albert's card & his pictures, The card is verrry perrty & the pictures as well.

+ Going to the mall tonight with my favorites; Alaina, Sade & Anthony.

Mhmm, well that's alot for me.Hehe.Anyway ( Read more... )

I guess there is really no point to this entry .. I guess I wanna let everyone know what I great mood I am in. I have been in this mood eversince summer has started. This summer I have grown so much, it's crazy. I swear I have grown like five years in the past couple months. I used to be so caught up with what people are saying or doing. Now I'm ( Read more... )

So yesterday ; went to the warwick mall with Anthony, Sade, Alaina & Khali.Saw Mike Lenz my homiiie.

Stayed home the rest of the night .. Blah blah.Watched some Laguna Beach, that boy Jason on there .. Oh my lord,soo hotttttt.

Jon's back from Portugal, so hanging out with him tonight of course.

-- I think I am going back to school shopping ( Read more... )

haven't updated in awhile.
haven't been up to alot, just having fun as usual.

kyle lait comes back from florida today so i should def. be expecting him at my window early this week. lol
jon's in portugal for a week .. soo thats sad.
but ; i'm keeping busy.

talked to bethani <333 ( Read more... )

Hung out with the usuals this week.Went to Governor Francis to see Jon at work, he looked cute in his work outfit. :) hehe, anyway ( Read more... )