this is going to sound conceited no matter which way i put it, so bear in mind that I AM NOT IN THE SLIGHTEST. anyway, i seriously need help with letting members of the opposite sex know that i am not interested in them. i can't do it! i can't turn guys down. i like to keep feelings intact, what can i say. example: this guy keeps calling and ( Read more... )

i'm in the city and feel awkward. i woke up in anthony's bed and can't remember too much from last night except those three guys at the party and the playlist we made on Owner of the Apartment's iPod. i made them listen to the sneaker pimps. i met a gay guy named gabriel and we made it a game of the night to turn him straight [i think him asking ( Read more... )

"and i am a writer, writer of fictions
i am the heart that you call home
and i've written pages upon pages
trying to rid you from my bones
my bones
my bones"

so i looked on my ex-stepdad's website and i saw that he's selling our place in florida for almost a million dollars. wow, i'm really glad he and my mom broke up. look at this place!: click here, then click "properites", and click on the first one. how disappointing. the decoration isn't so great, but what else could you expect from lyon loomis, ( Read more... )

he said i remind him of "radio cure".

after watching the whole first season of the oc, it's comforting to know my life was exactly like marissa cooper's!

• having my father commit insurance fraud, losing all our money, our lifestyle, and resulting in my parent's divorce. the only difference is that my dad actually went to jail
  
• my mom marrying the new first guy she saw
  
• crazy obsessive ( Read more... )

i don't know how to not be in love with you

1. WHATS ON YOUR MIND NOW ( Read more... )

ovulation is the dumbest concept ever, God.