suddenly it is almost six o clock and i have not slept at all. i'm very bad at sleeping in beds with other people unless i'm drunk. i usually wake up every ten minutes and then lay on my back and hold my breath and try to be perfectly quiet. so i decided to move to the couch and then i couldn't sleep because this shadow of a chair made an alligator ( Read more... )

is it possible that i've lost all interest in livejournal after almost four years?

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the weatherman said fifty degrees so i left the house in the thinnest sweater i own. and i think it really might be spring because i can see the pupils in my eyes clearly again. all over my neighborhood the old couples are taking walks slowly with their hands together and i'm only listening to the sweetest music i own anymore, the kind that breaks ( Read more... )

kristie, this is for you babygirl ( Read more... )

i think i am becoming a hermit. or a grandma, because lately all i think about are sweaters, gardens, and old furniture. it would probably be appropriate for me to start liking tea ( Read more... )

i am sitting here on my big leather office chair drinking coffee with far too much sugar and trying to write this paper. i am sitting here trying to figure out how to explain why henri the painter spends his life making a boat he will never put in the water and that i picked this topic because frankly it's a little close to home ( Read more... )

ohNO dinosaur: uh
ohNO dinosaur: i think your profile just almost made me cry
Lowebot11: hahah, really?
ohNO dinosaur: there were definitely tears springing to my eyes
ohNO dinosaur: be glad you're not an emotional female

planets crash, world goes nova
sun explodes, all goes black
you went off, swinging london
and forgot
to come back

last night at work, i got visited by lovely people ( Read more... )

i'm finally better after three dramatic days of lying in bed with the flu, so i'm incredibly stir crazy. i've been up since about 8 and spent the morning looking at antique furniture online and watching the cosby show. all i can think about lately is quitting college, getting a job somewhere, and just living the way i want to. i'm still looking ( Read more... )