i dont care if no one reads this.

i am lost, all my myself.
i have no sense of direction and i dont know what i want.

i used to complain about getting hours at work;
now i complain that i dont get enough.

ive always had the best;& never realized it.
i dont appreciate anything anyone does for me.

its time for changethe man i am with now.. im ( Read more... )

so i ended up just buying another 2007 impala ( Read more... )

yesterday, i sold my blackberry bold for an impression.
so i no longer live in my bb world :(

and after today i will be car-less.
so i hope i can get a car soon.
for the caliber i was looking at,
its $500 a month for insurance. wtf.

its sad how decent life was for me in high school ( Read more... )

gwen and i are going to look at cars today.
i hope everything goes well.

we dont have a down payment since my mom wont give me back my two thousand i sold my regal for. which i also busted my fucking ass to even get the money for the regal and the system i bought for it, and all the work i had to put into it ( Read more... )

getting drunk with adults is way cooler
than getting drunk with friends.
for sure.

work today.
i had a job interview at aeropostale yesterday.
shes going to call me mondayy. keep your fingers crossed

so my mom is still a piece of shit. it will never change. yesterday she tells me to drive out there to get these papers for my car. i didnt want to, of course. i had just been up there the day before. she also wanted me to bring her her "prescription" which she had just had thirty pills four days ago. so thirty pills in three days. well i get there ( Read more... )

im sick of john being a prick to me ( Read more... )

life has been nothing but hectic.

heres the story: Jamie kicked me out about two months ago. The beginning of July my mom decided she wanted to leave Jamie. Not a bad idea considering he is an alcoholic crack head (literally a crack head). Shes got her own issues she needs to work on being a pill head and all. She moved out to Memphis which I'm ( Read more... )

i own a 2007 impala :)