christmas is in two days!!!!!!!!!!!! yip eeeeee! :) i cant wait. i love preasents but this year im a little behind on my shopping. oops o well. im really excited because maybe on wed. im goin with my frinds ryan and chris and ryans dad, and we are maybe gonna go on a ski trip. ryans dad is gonna teach me how to ski so when i go on the vermont trip ( Read more... )

well im off to swim team practice right now and i dont feel like it all :( it is really hard and im tired but o well. today sucked cause i had to see their faces after what they said to me but its whatever now. i dont takl to them anymore so all you out there dont have to listen to me about them anymore but then again that is the whole point of ( Read more... )

well the dance was on fri. and i went to dinner with kimmie h. first and that was okay. it was sooo good to see her since i havent in so long but idk it was kinda wierd between me and josh and kinda wierd between me n john too. o well F that sit im done!! but anywho, it was fun. tex was there and he was sooooooo bangin lookin and he is really ( Read more... )

you know what? no matter how many times i tell myself that people can change ....they never do. no matter how hard i wish or how much i pray people never change. it seems like it doesnt matter what happened before because they dont care anyway. they jus act like nuthin ever happened. they might not think anything is a big deal even if it is to you ( Read more... )

i have to work today from 5 to close today so all you bitches better come and seee me. i work at cafe riveria ;) today was good. i spent the night over sam's house and we got up all late but i haad a really bad dream and that wasnt so fun but im ok now. i think i have a huge test on mon. and im not gonna study for it lol o well shit happens and i ( Read more... )

well turkey day has passed and i think i have eatin enough food for the next year or two.lol and i got my hair did : ) school still sux and today would have been 2 months with me n josh if we were still together but we r still friends.(damn i miss him) o well. hopefully i can see jennn today i miss yer too and i miss smamantha ans morgan and amy. ( Read more... )

wow we r finally on break!!!! im really happy : ) does anyone know what that new usher/lil john/murphy lee song is? its like a slow song or something idk i really like it though. ummm i might go over to lucy's tonight. i hope so :) i havent see her is sooooooo long and tom. is thanksgiving! i looovvveeee ffooooooooodddddddddddd! and i get to see mt ( Read more... )

i went to the cartiologist guy today and he said isnt really sure y im havin premature heart beets but i have a few things i can do to help it and becides that im good to go!!!!!! i can swim now but i have asma they say so i have to get an inhailer but i dont mind. i told you id be fine thomas :) well i g2g cause my cat is stuck in a paper bag and ( Read more... )

over the past 3 weeks i have gotten closer to someone. i have known him for 11 years and we have jus started to be come friends. i would have considered him one of my better friends but about 4 days ago it all changed. i mean like we always pick on each other and beet each other up but this all went to far. i can take a lot of this kinda playful ( Read more... )

well today was an ok day untill in spanish class i felt my heart rate go up. this happens sometimes. the docs. dont really no what is rong with my heart but they r trying. i was jus sitting in class and for my weight and shape my heart rate should have bee like 65is if im jus sitting. (and i was jus sitting). and when i took my heart rate it was ( Read more... )