T-minus 20 minutes and counting. This is it. The big plunge, huh?
Don't fret, worry, or idle. Life is your bitch.

Good thing I'll be dead soon.

These strange times are simple heralds of an ever strengthening dissollution of common humanities. Learn, live, laugh, love and Rise Above.

14 more days.
13 weeks and few days of training.
9 days leave.
Unknown amount of more training.
Despite all of the nonsense, yours and mine, I'm sure I'll miss every one of you.

I left off on a very strange note. I'm still not sure exactly how to say this. But in a nut shell: I love everything. I think that's the point I was trying to make. There isn't anything in this world that I don't feel is worthy of anything less than appreciation. And though there are times when I think there's no hope for humanity, I realize I am ( Read more... )

I haven't eaten more than almonds all day. What the fuck is wrong with me? I have to pass a drug test and the cleansing solution calls for as little intake of solid foods as possible ( Read more... )

If you live nothing, you are nothing.

In the Vedic Ages, a mythical herb called Soma was highly sought after for its god-like manifestations. The word Soma is derived from the Proto-Indo-Iranian word “sauma”, which comes from the Sanskrit root word “sav”, meaning “to press”, which actually has to do with the preparation of the drug. ( yasss )

Nevermind my negativity, it is not of my will
I slowly slip and saunter towards the neverending thrill
But it's safe to say that to live another day
I must take my own way
Out.

I have to go now. I'm sure we'll meet again.

So...I'm pretty concerned about the lack of direction I've got. I have an amazing ability to dive right into something mediocre and make into the shittiest situation. Like with college: I'm fucked. College is fucked. I have no ambition. No drive to intergrate myself. Not one part of me really cares about the future. Am I supposed to plan for ( Read more... )