Im just so sick of everything. Im sick of shopping. im sick of hearing him say that hes going to change.
and im sick of sticking around- knowing that he wont. i stay because deep down i think he will......lets face the facts people. If he didnt now, then chances are that he probably won't.
Not being able to find a job is really hurting me. I have one ( Read more... )

Okay this has really been bugging the hell out of me lately ( Read more... )

i don't even know where to begin! I was lying in bed last night , trying to fall asleep. but i couldnt! I had too many things running through my head . Like : what is he doing? is he lying? is my cat okay? what am going to get people for christmas? why do i feel so fat? why can't my parents work things out?

If i could have anything in the world ( Read more... )

Wow... i deffinitly apologize. I haven't updated this thing in so long. I don't even remember how to work it really. Well, i have so much to say and i don't know where to start! I guess i could start by saying -last night i got my very first (and hopefully the last) underage. I really hope that i just have to pay a fine, not that i have a job right ( Read more... )

it is 7:31am,
i am bored.
i am tired.
i got very little sleep.
i have volleyball today.
9-11:30 &;; 3-5:30.
everyday,
for the rest of the week.
my life is over?
yeah,thought so.

kbye :]

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last night was hell.

adam thank you for believing me...iloveyou

ok fuck it, im keeping this<3

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alright , you stupid bitch ( Read more... )