Seeing Green ( Read more... )

Today I decided.
Money is just money.
I'm going to Europe.
End of story.
Well actually thats
the begining of what's going to be
a life changing story
but all just the same.

It's final.

I'm make everyone christmas presents this year.
And they're going to be wonderful<3

that I worked 30 hours a week to pay for school so you dont have to ( Read more... )

i was determined to see the world, to be great, to be happy, to be a success, to be brilliant, to change the world ( Read more... )

which in my opinion means i have to much to do ( Read more... )

I dont know how to function with out my planner or a to do list
need to:

Buy plane tickets
Buy dress for gala
Get 2 weeks off work
Get new running shoes
Go to bank
Pick up Taxes

I write, write write and then I back space back space back space.

Apparently I have an Iron deficiency which could be iron deficient anemia. great.
in other news I have so much on my plate Im basically doing everything except solve world hunger.

But I wouldn't have it any other way.

yesterday was valentines day
and because life is so fair
i spent it at my grandmothers funeral

for the first time in my life
i was speechless
and i still am

yet i found the words
to speak on her behalf in front
of everyone my grandmother knew

and I'm right back to having nothing to say

today ive decided someday
im really going to write a book
because my life could be a reality show

but really im going to and its going to be called

"and death was after us all"

so in like 40 years look for me on the best sellers list,

<3

tonight i long for the old times and i long for the future ( Read more... )