I miss my dad.  I think he forgot about me.
And you know what hurts me the most? The fact that he comes to school everyday to pick up Kassi, and doesn't offer us a ride.  It's not just the point that we'd be getting a ride home, but that could be time spent together. 
And the fact that Chelsey, whom I met almost a year ago, calls me more than my dad ( Read more... )

Tessa got a letter today from this girl saying that Taner and _______ got caught making out this morning.  So now I'm dealing with that fiasco.
This really sucks considering he was supposed to go to Cedar Rapids with me and spend the whole weekend up there.  Which will be the 17th.  Which will be our 1 month.  Hopefully we get all of this ( Read more... )

I'm really sick.  I have a temperature of 102.1 and I never run fevers (especially one like that) unless I'm really sick.
My mom told me to count on not going to school tomorrow, but that will make almost 3 absent days.  And I haven't seen Taner since Wednesday.
This sucks.

On a lighter note, I'm 75% sure I'm getting Christina's car tomorrow.
Fuck me ( Read more... )

There's supposidly gonna be a gang war at our school.
That's probably not good.

Fucking idiot taggers don't even know how to spell.
"Let the war begging"    RRRRIGHT COCK MOUTHS IT'S BEGIN.  If you're gonna tag something, and try to start a "war" then why don't you go to school and learn how to spell?!?  Instead of jipping and being gang bangers.  Do ( Read more... )

If Christina accepts our offer for $1400 I'm getting her car.
Me, John (my mom's boooooo), and Tessa went and looked at it tonight and I fell in love<3 lol

Oh &I have a boyfriend.  Taner.  Since Friday.  Today his ex came up to me and handed me a picture of him and said "Here you can have it.  I used to go out with him but now I don't."  So I was ( Read more... )

This is the first weekend morning that I've gotten to sleep in in about 3 weeks.
Yesterday woke up at 9 and went shopping all day for Chelsey &Kassi to go to Valley's winterformal.  And stuff for Marsha & dad's one year.  Man it doesn't seem like that long.  I'm really glad they're still together though.  I think even if they ever do end up ( Read more... )

That's right.  My birthday is in 57 days.  Okay so that's kinda far away, but I'm so excited.  It's on a Thursday but I've got it all planned out.
Thursday, April 6th 2006: Get my license (I'll already have a car because we're looking right now) and pick up job apps & visit family and stuff.
Friday, April 7th 2006: Get drunk, find someone to smoke me ( Read more... )

I fucked up again. I have to fix this one ( Read more... )

It's 1:00 am and I can't sleep.  You'd think I'd be able to since I've had 3 consecutive panic attacks tonight.  Since last Friday I've had 6.
Not good.
I think I know why they're coming back.

Oh &whoever keeps calling me restricted (I'm pretty sure I know who it is) thanks for making my night worse :D

On a lighter note... Energy paid me.  A big ol ( Read more... )

Not many people like me.
No no - let me re-phrase that... people like me when they want something.  And I don't know how, I don't have much to offer.

I had my first panic attack in 8 weeks on Friday.  Then Friday night at my dad's I was in a shitty mood all night.
It was pretty fun though.  Tiffany made me feel better when she pranked Josh and asked ( Read more... )