i dont know. i just dont know, and its so incredibly frusterating.
i honestly want to, but i cant simply because im not ready to, im not ready to give my heart to someone. i dont want another ex-boyfriend, i dont want to go through all of that all over again.
i feel so drained, like i cryed so incredibly hard, and it was like half oc sadness half my life sucks sadness. idk, sometimes it just feels so much better to just cry and get it out, and i certainly did that, but now im super sleepy.