Why wouldnt I want to be friends? I always want to be your friend. And I'm sorry I fucked you over. I'm sorry I'm a worthless human being. I'm sure I'd be more good to you right now if I would crawl into a hole and die. But I am sorry.
Leave LJ, but don't abandon your talentslivinganthologyMay 2 2005, 17:47:26 UTC
You're a highly expressive person, I'd hate to see you stop exploring your introspective side. I understand leaving LJ (LJ should be spelled D-R-A-M-A sometimes), and while there are many benefits to paper-journal writing, online journaling lends a bit of "it's posted, there, somewhere, saved somewhere, eternal" legacy and validation to our words, feelings, even the most mundane.
I use www.blogger.com to be away from LJ. There's a million of them out there, and twice as many paper journals. I have a friend who writes in composition books, and when she's done filling one up, she just leaves it in a public place. She never uses real names, or even semi-identifiable fake ones. Whatever you do, don't stop feeling, and don't stop writing, even if it's just for yourself.
Aww I love you, and I will miss you very very much. I know I haven't commented lately, because I suck muchly, and I'm sorry that I don't talk to you enough because of course now I won't get to as much. If you still want to talk my AIM is whenfelixfell and we can stay buddies or whatever, if you don't, that's okay too. Just know that I <3 you and think you're totally awesome.
Okay, that's cool, it's more fun if you don't like disappear off the face of the earth. I'd be sad if that happened. I'm okay with not talking to you as often or anything, so long as it's every once in a while. The rest of the time I can pretend you're on vacation.
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I always want to be your friend.
And I'm sorry I fucked you over.
I'm sorry I'm a worthless human being.
I'm sure I'd be more good to you right now if I would crawl into a hole and die.
But I am sorry.
I love you.
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Just hope that you're happy.
I love you too.
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I use www.blogger.com to be away from LJ. There's a million of them out there, and twice as many paper journals. I have a friend who writes in composition books, and when she's done filling one up, she just leaves it in a public place. She never uses real names, or even semi-identifiable fake ones. Whatever you do, don't stop feeling, and don't stop writing, even if it's just for yourself.
Best of luck.
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wow. i have no words to say. but a lot to say.
but i do love you. and hey hey hey- ill call you tonight. if at all possible.
..cause if you dont have eljay then im going to be nosey as fuck. >.< ;)
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And I'll probably leave comments on occasion.
And update when I really need feedback.
Otherwise.. no.
I<3you too.
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