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i want a really special day. nothing means anything to me now and i can't see it being the case, even in a really perfect situation. only certain things can change that, and by no means do i mean only for myself. i don't like to be selfish, but i am. i can't really explain it; i guess i'm referring to the laundry room floor and what that

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[dying_wallflwr]

you said that really well. it's beautiful, in a way, a sort of sad way. but i don't know what you mean by a lot of it..i guess it's because i wasn't there. i know what you mean throughought most of it though.

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it was stupid. and i tend to go on about things that i know people don't get when really i do it on purpose because i'm embarassed about people reading details of things and myself when i know i don't deserve those specifications. perhaps i think of it a little too much. anyway i love you.